Interests
xXsatanessXx has not entered any interests yet.
I'm Looking For
- Anyone
- Ages 20-30
- For friendship, long term, dating, casual hookups
My Story
As I lay I alone waiting for you,
I wish a wish that will never come true.
My heart ripped through my throat,
My blood covers your face like a coat.
I slowly die in misery and pain,
Your name will never be in vain.
With open flesh of broken wounds,
Take my organs like rotten food.
For the voltures above my head,
Knows i'll soon be dead before i'm dead.
Your happiness my shear torture,
Painfully in love with you for sure.
My soulless eyes burn when i close,
My heart full of knives from all my foes.
Away from you and my sanity flies,
Stomach in knots like the perfect tie.
Yet i ignore all the dreadful signs,
Fading slowly as life goes by.
While my death creeps over,
Oh how i wish i was anything but sober.
My being so completely broken,
Never again will my heart open.
As I lay screaming and crying,
For you my love is now dying.
Come to my heart with your cold embrace,
Please just bring life to my deadly face.
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Ideal Match
Though i laugh like my life is great, I may even joke around and lighten up the mood, I am the best person to talk to when you need me, I also smile to show you i am perfectly ok. Little does anyone know, I hate the way i look, I hate my voice, I hate my life, I hate how everything im around i make miserable. I am nothing but a discrace, I haven't done anythiing with my life nor do i really want to. I am only still alive for my kids, and even there i love my kids with all my heart but im going to fuck thier lives up like im good at doing, That's why i dont want them around me. I hate how i try to joke around and sound like a complete idiot. I hate my laugh, I hate the way my eyes look, I hate how im falling in love with a guy who is probably going to get fed up with me really soon. I hate everything about me. I cut myself to get rid of the pain on the inside by hurting myself on the outside. I hate that im unstable, I hate how my thoughts sometimes controls me, I hate how every thought
Profile Details
- Body Type
- Full Figured
- Hair Color
- Other
- Eye Color
- Brown
- Politics
- Not Political
- Religion
- Wiccan
- Smoking
- Regularly
- Drinking
- Socially
